I'll Be The One To Make You Smile Again

Burn everything you have
And leave it all behind
Lose all your inhibitions
I'll take the mess you made
And I'll make it beautiful
Oh if time only stood still for ever

Hold out your hands
And lean upon me
I'll be the one to make you smile

Hold out your hands
And lean upon me
I'll be the one to make you smile again

This moment that we're in
Is slow and disappointing
Time will never stand still for ever
If you take this chance we've got
We can make it beautiful
If you'd take my word
I'd be your saviour

Hold out your hands
And lean upon me
I'll be the one to make you smile

Hold out your hands
And lean upon me
I'll be the one to make you smile again

Hold out your hands
And lean upon me

Burn everything you have
And leave it all behind
Lose all your inhibitions
I took the mess you made
And made it beautiful
Oh if time only stood still for ever
For ever

-'Heartburn' by 'Architechs'

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I Know That You Feel Me Somehow

I don't want the world to see me
Because I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

-'Iris' -GooGoo Dolls

You Are All That I Have;

Strain this chaos turn it into light
I've got to see you one last night
Before the lions take their share
Leave us in pieces, scattered everywhere

Just give me a chance to hold on
Give me a chance to hold on
Give me a chance to hold on
Just give me something to hold onto

It's so clear now that you are all that I have
I have no fear because you are all that I have
It's so clear now that you are all that I have
I have no fear because you are all that I have

You're cinematic razor sharp
A welcome arrow through the heart
Under your skin feels like home
Electric shocks on aching bones

Give me a chance to hold on
Give me a chance to hold on
Give me a chance to hold on
Just give me something to hold onto

It's so clear now that you are all that I have
I have no fear because you are all that I have
It's so clear now that you are all that I have
I have no fear because you are all that I have

There is a darkness deep in you
A frightening magic I cling to

Give me a chance to hold on
Give me a chance to hold on
Give me a chance to hold on
Just give me something to hold onto

It's so clear now that you are all that I have
I have no fear now you are all that I have
It's so clear now that you are all that I have
I have no fear now you are all that I have

-'Snowpatrol'

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I'll See You Soon

So you lost your trust
And you never should have,
No you never should have

But don't break your back
If you ever see this
But don't answer that

Because in a bulletproof vest
With the windows all closed
I'll be doing my best and I'll see you soon

In a telescope lens
And when all you want is friends
I'll see you soon

So they came for you
They come snapping at your heels,
They come snapping at your heels

But don't break your back
If you ever hear this
Well don't answer that

Because in a bulletproof vest
With the windows all closed
I'll be doing my best and I'll see you soon

And in a telescope lens
When all you want is friends
I'll see you soon

You lost your trust
No, don't lost your trust
Don't lose your trust.

-'Coldplay' -See You Soon

If You Ever Come Back...

If you're standing with your suitcase
But you can't step on the train
Everything's the way that you left it I still haven't slept yet

And if you're covering your face now
But you just can't hide the pain
Still setting two plates on the counter but eating without you

If the truth is you're a liar
When you say that you're okay
I'm sleeping on your side of the bed going out of my head now

And if you're out there trying to move on
But something pulls you back again
I'm sitting here trying to persuade you like you're in the same room

And I wish you could give me the cold shoulder
And I wish you could still give me a hard time
And I wish I could still wish it was over
But even if wishing is a waste of time
Even if I never cross your mind

I'll leave the door on the latch
If you ever come back, if you ever come back
There'll be a light in the hall and a key under the mat
If you ever come back
There'll be a smile on my face and the kettle on
And it will be just like you were never gone
There'll be a light in the hall and a key under the mat
If you ever come back

Now they say I'm wasting my time
Cause you're never coming home
But they used to say the world was flat but how wrong was that now

And by leaving my door open
I'm risking everything I own
There's nothing I can lose in the break in that you haven't taken

And I wish you could give me the cold shoulder
And I wish you could still give me a hard time
And I wish I could still wish it was over
But even if wishing is a waste of time
Even if I never cross your mind

I'll leave the door on the latch
If you ever come back, if you ever come back
There'll be a light in the hall and a key under the mat
If you ever come back
There'll be a smile on my face and the kettle on
And it will be just like you were never gone
There'll be a light in the hall and a key under the mat
If you ever come back

If it's the fighting you remember or the little things you miss
I know you're out there somewhere, so just remember this
If it's the fighting you remember or the little things you miss
Oh just remember this

I'll leave the door on the latch
If you ever come back, if you ever come back
There'll be a light in the hall and a key under the mat
If you ever come back
There'll be a smile on my face and the kettle on
And it will be just like you were never gone
There'll be a light in the hall and a key under the mat
If you ever come back

And it will be just like you were never gone
If you ever come back, if you ever come back now

-'The Script'

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'Gravity'

I know that you still haven't found you,
And when I wanna stand on my own too
Suddenly you start to show
Signs of what is possible

Then you're back to your ways
And I let me down
Tell me why I keep trying to stay around
When they're always telling me

To be through with you
And I know that deep down I'm calling time on you
On you

Every time I'm ready to leave
Always seem to be
Pulling in the wrong direction
Diving in with no protection
You can't keep steering me wrong

Oh gravity
Pulling me back
Pulling me in
Why you pulling me back
Pulling me in
Just like gravity

I know I betrayed but I'm made to
Ignore the universe when I see you
Cause every night the stars will shine
Verging into U-turns times

Anything that they can just to change my mind
When I pass your road I can't help rewind
What is wrong with me?
All that I wanna be is

Through with you
And I know that deep down I'm calling time on you

Every time I'm ready to leave
Always seem to be
Pulling in the wrong direction
Diving in with no protection
You can't keep steering me wrong

Gavity
Pulling me back
Pulling me in
Why you pulling me back
Pulling me in
Just like gravity
Gravity
Stop pulling me
Gravity

Be quiet, let me leave, let me go
Don't say another word
Cause with every sound
You're pulling me down

You got a hold on me
Like gravity

-'Pixie Lott'

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There's No Feeling Left...

You can’t touch me now there’s no feeling left
If you think I’m coming back don’t hold your breath
What you did to me I can’t forget
If you think I’m coming back don’t hold your breath

I was under your spell for such a long time couldn't break the chains
You played with my heart tore me apart with all your lies and games
It took all the strength I had but I crawled up on my feet again
Now you’re trying to lure me back but no those days are gone my friend
I loved you so much that I thought that someday you could change
But all you brought me was a heart full of pain

You can’t touch me now there’s no feeling left
If you think I’m coming back don’t hold your breath
What you did to me I can’t forget
If you think I’m coming back don’t hold your breath

I was worried about you but you never cared about me none
You took my money and I know that you, you could kill someone
I gave you everything but nothing was ever enough
You were always jealous over such crazy stuff

You can’t touch me now there’s no feeling left
If you think I’m coming back don’t hold your breath
What you did to me I can’t forget
If you think I’m coming back don’t hold your breath

Move on don’t look back
I jumped off a train running off the tracks
Your day is gone face the facts
A bad movie ends and the screen fades to black
What you did to me I can’t forget
If you think I’m coming back

You can’t touch me now there’s no feeling left
If you think I’m coming back don’t hold your breath
What you did to me boy I can’t forget
If you think I’m coming back don’t hold your breath

-Nicole Scherzinger 'Don't Hold Your Breath'

The Best Part of Me...

'What am I supposed to do...When the Best Part of me was Always You?'

'I'm Coming Home'

''I'm coming home,
Tell the world I'm coming home.
Let the rain wash away, all the pain of yesterday.
I know my kingdom awaits and they've forgiven my mistakes...
I'm coming home, I'm coming home...
Tell the World that I'm coming...''

-'I'm Coming Home' -Skylar Grey

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Every Time You Go...

If I could ask a question
What would it be?
There's just too many,
Like the stars,
You wonder where they start.

But, it starts with a picture,
and it sits in your frame.
And we part with a letter,
and it ends in my name.
And it starts with forever,
and it ends with a touch.
And I know that you're clever,
and I don't ask for much.

Maybe we forgot all the things we are,
When we are together.

I'll stop my fall, when I'm at my weakest.
Tape me up, then break me up,
Ever so gently.
Then it's not so hard, every time you go.

Maybe we forgot, all the things we learned,
when we are together.

I'll stop my fall, when I'm at my weakest.
Tape me up, then break me up,
Ever so gently.
When I'm at my weakest,
It's not so hard, every time you go.

I'll stop my fall, when I'm at my weakest.
Tape me up, then break me up,
Ever so gently.
Then it's not so hard, every time you go.

-'Every Time You Go' -Ellie Goulding

'Find the Words to Make Me Better'

I can feel the night beginning,
Separate me from the living,
Understanding me,
After all I've seen.

Piecing every thought together,
Find the words to make me better.
If I only knew...
How to pull myself apart.

All that I'm living for,
All that I'm dying for,
All that I can't ignore,
Alone at night.

All that I'm wanted for,
Although I wanted more,
Lock the last open door,
My ghosts are gaining on me.

I believe that dreams are sacred,
Take my darkest fears and play them,
Like a lullaby,
Like a reason why.

Like a play of my obsessions,
Make me understand the lesson,
So I find myself...
So I won't be lost again.

Guess I thought I'd have to change the world,
To make you see me,
To be the one I could have run forever,
But how far would I have come
Without mourning your love.

All that I'm living for,
All that I'm dying for,
All that I can't ignore,
Alone at night.

All that I'm wanted for,
Although I wanted more,
Lock the last open door,
My ghosts are gaining on me.

Should it hurt to love you?
Should I feel like I do?
Should I lock the last open door?
My ghosts are gaining on me.

-Evanescence 'All That I'm Living For' (Acoustic Version)

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'Heart Vacancy'

I feel your heart cry for love,
But you won't let me make it right.
You were hurt, but I decided,
That you were worth the fight.
I don't care who was there before. <3

-Heart Vacancy, 'The Wanted'

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Change the voices, In your head...

You're so mean, when you talk, about yourself...you were wrong.
Change the voices, in your head, make them like you instead.
So complicated, look happy, you'll make it!
Filled with so much hatred, such a tired game.
It's enough! I've done all I can think of.
Chased down all my demons, i've seen you do the same...

-Pink, 'Perfect'

Look...I'm still around....

'Mistreated, misplaced, misunderstood.
Miss 'No way, it's all good', it didn't slow me down.
Mistaken, always second guessing, underestimated.
Look i'm still around'

-Pink, 'Perfect'

Welcome to my...Silly Life.

'Made a wrong turn, once or twice...Bad decisions, that's alright. Welcome to my...Silly Life'
-Pink, 'Perfect'

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I'm Counting on You.....To Take It All Away'

'I can see the bright lights shine on your face...I'm counting on you, to take it all away'
-The Wonderman, 'Ellie Goulding'

I want you to understand...Borderline Personality Disorder...

Youtube link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CmOfds7UH7U
Another one of my BPD poems...read description on the Youtube video...

I Won't Let Your Memory Go...

I won't let your memory go because your colours they burn so bright,
Who knows, who knows what tomorrow will hold but I know that we'll be alright

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-'Gold Forever' -The Wanted'

Some Days Stay Gold Forever...

We're standing in a light that won't fade,
Tomorrow's coming but this won't change,
Cause some days stay gold forever.
The memory of being here with you,
Is one I'm gonna take my life through,
Cause some days stay gold forever.
-'Gold Forever' -The Wanted'

We Want To Cry But We Know It's Alright...

'Say my name like it's the last time,
Live today like its your last night,
We want to cry but we know its alright,
Cause I'm with you and your with me,
Butterflies, butterflies..we were meant to fly,
You and I, you and I..colours in the sky,
We could rule the world someday, somehow but we'll never be as bright as we are now.'
-'Gold Forever' -The Wanted'

With This Weight Upon My Heart...

Here I stand alone , With this weight upon my heart, and it will not go away.
In my head i keep on looking back, Right back to the start ,
Wondering what it was that made you change ....

Nothing's Changed...No one Can Take Your Place ♥

Well...it's good to hear your voice,
I hope you're doing fine.
And if you ever wonder,
I'm not strong without you.
By my side.

Lost here in this moment,
Time keeps slipping by.
If I could have just one wish...
I'd have you by my side ♥

I miss you.
I love you more than I did before,
And if today I don't see your face...
Nothing's changed, no one can take your place ♥
It gets harder every day.

Well...I've tried to live without you.
The tears fall from my eyes.
I'm alone and I feel empty,
I'm torn apart inside.
I look up at the stars...
Hoping you're doing the same.
And somehow I feel closer.

But it doesn't take away these words...
I really do miss you ♥

-Edited from 'Stay' -Miley Cyrus

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ｙｏｕｒ ｆｏｏｔｐｒｉｎｔｓ...Right Across My Heart ♥

I wrote this poem at about 3:30am-ish this morning...after one of the most terrifying panic attacks I have ever had. Writing seemed to make things better and I'm not sure where all this came from but this is what I wrote! It may not make sense to anyone but it makes perfect sense to me and this seems to have put everything into words. Most the time, I can't find the right words but, I just wrote all this down. I haven't written poem-like things like this for a while and it surprised me what I actually did write. But, here it is. If it doesn't make sense, please forgive me lol -it was 3am after all. I might do a Youtube video for this at some point.


ｙｏｕｒ ｆｏｏｔｐｒｉｎｔｓ...Right Across My Heart ♥

I can't remember the sound of your voice anymore,
I can't hear the way you say your words anymore.
I can't remember your eyes,
The only ones I could look into, are gone from me now.

I can't remember what safety feels like anymore,
The warmth of your embrace, gone from me now.

I'm left with emptiness, screaming inside,
For you to be here beside me again.
I'm here knowing you can't ever be there anymore.

I can't remember.
I've tried so hard to hold on to my memories of you,
So much that I've forgotten all the things about you.

But I still know your name,
I can see your words on the page but,
I just can't feel any emotion.

I can't remember you but,
I have never forgotten you.
I see a face on the page, but,
It isn't you.

I see a smile there too,
And once I swear I saw a tear.
Maybe once I saw you laughing,
I just couldn't hear the sound.

I can't remember you, but
I know all about you.
Part of me remembers everything I knew,
Part of me knows that I can't really forget about you.

I know you aren't here,
Somehow though,
I don't feel alone.
You were here with me once
And in a way I know, you still are.
I just can't hear your voice.
And I can't see your face anymore.

I somehow just know you are still there.
I can't see you but I can still feel your warmth,
And hear the things you used to say.
I can feel the security I used to feel,
Deep inside I know it is there,
Just like when you really were here with me.

Because I remembered something.
That footprints, they leave so many marks,
Yes some do fade but the others will always, always stay.
Yours are the ones that remain, but in a very different way.

Your footprints are right here with me,
I won't ever be able to see them but they are here.
With everything you used to say,
With your embrace and with your safety,
Here with your friendship,
The way you never left me.
I know now you are here to stay, even though really you're gone.

Because your footprints are always here with me,
Beside me or leading the way,
They are there.
Your footprints,
They remain...Right Across My Heart ♥

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ｙｏｕｒ ｆｏｏｔｐｒｉｎｔｓ...Right Across My Heart ♥ Video ♥

Video to go with the poem I posted yesterday...♥

I Wish I Could Give You My Pain...

Another poem I've written...I will do a Youtube video for this soon, like I have for the others.

I wish I could give you my pain,
So you can feel the things I do.
Just for one day.

I wish I could give you my eyes,
So you can see all the fears I do,
Just for one day.

I want you to walk in my place for one day,
To hear what I hear,
To see the world the way I do,
To be me just for one day.

Maybe then you would never leave me,
Maybe then you would really understand,
That it isn’t easy,
Being me.

I would walk right next to you,
So I could see what I am like,
I would walk away from you,
So you would know how that feels to me.

I would shout at you,
So you would know what that feels like too.
Then I would leave you,
Alone in crisis,
So you could feel my pain,
So you could taste my tears,
And then.

You would feel the scream inside,
Just like I do.

If you were to spend just one day as me,
All your colours would be taken away,
You would only see two.
If you were to be me for just one single day,
You would know then why I fear the things I do,
Why I am the way I am,
And why I always say I can’t live without you.

Why it hurts to smile and why,
It feels like weakness to cry.
You would know why I always say…

Please don’t leave me.

And you would know that even though I sometimes…
I think I hate you but really…
I never do.

And you would know why the smallest things,
Make so much difference to me,
How the smallest things are often forgotten so easily,
The few words to tell me I will be okay,
The few words that say,
I am never alone.

The grip of your hand,
Feeling safe and secure,
Just one day as me,
Your heart would hurt,
All your inside would too.

Just one day as me,
You would want to run away from being just like me.
Maybe you would learn something,
Maybe then you would always think about what you say to me,
Maybe then you could try,
And take my pain from me.

At least,
If you spent one day as me,
You could go back to being you again,
It’s not that easy for me,
I’m here as me all of the time,
For a lot more than,
Just one day.

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Would I Still Be Strong...Without You There? ♥

Another poem I've written...I will do a Youtube video for this as well.

Would I Still Be Strong...Without You There? ♥

I sometimes wonder what my life would be like without you.
Not if I lost you but if I had never met you at all.
What would my life be like, if I didn’t know you.
If I only saw your face or heard your voice,
If they had no meaning to me at all.

Would I here right now?
Would I still be strong?
Would I still be breathing…at all?

How would I get through each day,
If you weren’t there to get me through to the end,
Of each one?

Sometimes I think to myself,
My life would not be the same,
If maybe you never walked into it.
Your words would mean nothing,
Your face…I wouldn’t be able to recognise.

I would be alone maybe or maybe there would be someone else,
Standing there instead of you.
I really don’t think though,
That I could make it if there was someone else beside me,
Other than you.

I couldn’t live with someone there to replace you.

I sometimes pause, sit silently and think.
Did I walk into your life or did you arrive into mine?
Whichever it may be, I hope now that we’re in each,
That we won’t have to walk out of one.

I sometimes find myself wondering,
Will I always need you?
And what if one day you don’t want to know my anymore?
A long time from now,
Will we still be friends, like we are now?

I won’t ever know any answers but I have to say I’m thankful,
That I have you in my life right now.
And I have to rest on the thought that everything in life…
Happens for a reason.
That you were meant to be part of my life,
And I was meant to have you there,
To be part of yours too.

What will be,
Will be.
Because thinking that way stops my wondering,
Turning to worry and stops my thinking…turning to fear,
Fear of my life…without you there.

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Too Often.....

Too often we underestimate the power of a touch, a smile, a kind word, a listening ear, an honest compliment, or the smallest act of caring, all of which have the potential to turn a life around.

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Slow Dance

A poem that I'm sure you've read before. I was sent it a few weeks ago and thought it was a good one to post here.

"Have you ever watched your child
Smile on a merry-go-round?
Or listened to the rain
Slapping on the ground?
Ever followed a butterfly's erratic flight?
Or gazed at the sun into the fading night?
You'd better slow down.
Don't dance so fast.
Time is short.
The music won't last.

Do you run through each day
On the fly?
When you ask "How are you?"
Do you hear the reply?
When the day is done
Do you lie in your bed
With the next hundred chores
Running through your head?
You'd better slow down
Don't dance so fast.
Time is short.
The music won't last.

Ever told your child,
We'll do it tomorrow?
And in your haste,
Not see her sorrow?
Ever lost touch,
Let a good friendship die
Cause you never had time
To call and say "Hi"?
You'd better slow down.
Don't dance so fast.
Time is short.
The music won't last.

When you run so fast to get somewhere
You miss half the fun of getting there.
When you worry and hurry through your day,
It is like an unopened gift....
Thrown away.
Life is not a race.
Do take it slower
Hear the music
Before the song is over."

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My Eyes Await Your Return....

...I Miss You.

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Don't Forget About Me.

ｉ ｃｏｕｌｄ ｒｅａｌｌｙ ｕｓｅ ａ ｗｉｓｈ ｒｉｇｈｔ ｎｏｗ

Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars...
I could really use a wish right now.

I could use a dream or a genie or a wish
To go to a place much simpler than this
What would you wish for...
If you had ONE CHANCE ?

ωну ωσυℓ∂ уσυ тαкє тнσѕє fяσм мє؟

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Can you see me now?
Can you hear me shout?
When I'm dancing through the fear
Will you catch my fall?
Do you know me at all?
It's like you never notice me.
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